Today was made worse by the news by Grandma's operation wasn't the end of her cancer battle, they've now decided that they have to take the whole finger not just the bone shard they removed. I'm scared to lose her and I hurt for her.
I also surrendered Sabrina to the SPCA, she was adopted almost 24 hours later so while I'm glad she's onto a hopefully better home than I could provide and I'm glad to say the cats are happier and my home cleaner, I am sad to say goodbye to such a sweet dog.
I'm also pondering a big decision, now the mortgage is settled and the reality is that the yardwork is more than I want to do, I'm pretty sure I'm going to move but I have two options.
1. Rent this place out and use the insurance money as a down payment on a small
2. Sell this place and use that money to buy a bigger apartment condo or a townhouse and
invest the insurance money.
Both are good options, both could be right I hate things that don't have a clear right or wrong. I'm going to talk with a realtor and a banker, but this limbo is hard. I just know that the time is almost right for me to move away from this place and into something more manageable. On that note anyone want to mow my lawn? I'm trying hard not to worry and to keep my mind on positive things but part of this blog is a place for me to vent all my feelings and let you see the true thoughts I have not blow sunshine and rainbows at you.
I'm going to go for a walk to get milk, maybe reward myself with a book from the used bookstore and then come home and hug a cat or two or three.