I don't know,
I just know that slowly time is healing my wounds. I know that their are now people in my life who don't know Armin and wouldn't know I was once married if I don't tell them. I know that I listened as friends discussed dating and actually think hmmm maybe I should get some tips. I know that I'm not ready to move on completely because it hurts when I realize I am moving on. I know I irrationally think he'd be hurt that for one day I didn't think about him. However, I will move on, there will be days when I don't think about him, slowly he will fade into a memory, I will date someday, I won't drive into this garage and that's okay he understands and it's what I have to do. But not yet for now I'll cry a little and feel a little sad that I am moving on but it was a good day.